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Farther

April 19, 2009

“Nothin’ much matters to me
So I don’t see…
Why…I should hold so tightly
To a memory that I can’t speak of
I…think about it nightly
How you opened up your life for me
Why are you still lonely?
Though I’m not the type who begs
I’m thinking how you’ll open up your legs
And I’m farther from you every day
I’m farther from you every day
Farther..
Alright

Oh oh oh, there was a sound, yeah yeah, but I don’t know how it goes,
I remember all that we went through, through yeah, blew in from the coast,
You said: You are of the earth,
I am of the sky
I don’t even know what the hell that means

–Third eye Blind–

an old song from my teenager days. still means much for me..

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if i ask you what you want to do

January 13, 2009

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?

my boyfriend asked me this question. And i didn’t know what to answer. He said that to answer this question maybe i should ask myself. WHO AM I? and i was so afraid of that question. Who am i? My name, age and current status areĀ  a bunch of statistics. but what defines me the most? so i said to him, “what do you thinkĀ  i am?”

my boyfriend said : “i can’t say who you are, because my answer is NOT who you are, my answer is what other person think about you, and what others think about you is NOT WHO YOU ARE”

by knowing who you really are, you’ll find out what you want to do.

he got the point.

Who am i then? I don’t know. What i want to do? I got no clue

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Player Only Love You When They Play

September 17, 2008

universe is playing with me
it surely is..

those repeated numbers
were exactly the same
how could it happens
once in a million time?

bunuh aja gue
bunuuuh..
tapi yang cepeet..
jangan pelan-pelan begini…!

kata orang bijak (yg juga freaak):

“Doll-Dagga Buzz-Buzz Ziggety-Zag
Godmod grotesque burlesque drag”

yeah yeah apanya yg bijak?

those words are TOTALLY MEANINGLESS..

i’m just a BABBLING BITCH!
i surely am!

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cuma kata-kata, tidak bernyawa tapi bisa melukai

June 26, 2008

stabbed with your words
the pain remains
today to eternity

i commend my heart:

BURN THE MEMORIES!

the pain remains
time only soothe
time couldn’t heal

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cuma buang ludah, udah ga usah diliatin..

June 25, 2008

Semuanya sudah tidur. sepi sekali
oke mungkin ga terlalu sepi
ada suara ..
tapi bukan dari speaker
dari dalam..
dari KEPALA

here’s one, the clearest of them all:

“I HATE YOU”

and for the last few months, that was the only word i could hear.
loud and clear..

GOD!
I WANNA BE HEAVILY SEDATED!

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Tanggal 9 Juni ini

June 5, 2008

dalam perjalanan pulang abis beli nasi goreng, dalam mobil gw nyeletuk
eh bentar lagi ada yang ulang tahun looohh..” si Fandy dengan beringas menjawab,
“oh ya? siapa ka? temen kamu ya?” *berharap kecipratan makan-makan*

tapi terus gw jawab “JOHNNY DEPP”

DAAAnnnGG!” suasana langsung hening,

tapi gw yakin hati Fandy sebenarnya memanas, dan bener aja dia langsung sambut dengan kata-kata, “i dont give a damn…” yang dinyanyikan tak bernada,
sambil nyerocos, “HALAH..kirain SIAPA!, Paramitha Rusadi kek..–>nah gw ngefans sih Johnny Depp, yang sudah terbukti ke-KEREN-annya, lah si Fandy, Paramitha Rusadi dikecengin!

Taun 2008 gitu loo, masih ngecengin aktris lawas aja, mending lawas sekalian kayak SUZANNA si pemeran nyiroki alias Nyi roro Kidul ,emang ada sih orang-orang tertentu yang seleranya aneh, tapi ini Paramitha Rusady..ck..ck..ck kalo nyokap kita yang suka sih gak aneh..

Fandy dengan gagah berani membela, “Looh Paramitha Rusady itu keren! udah tua masih cantik! lembut dan keibuan gak kaya kakaknya siapa tu tape uli uli..yang suka make bandana dan dandanan kayak tentara”

“Uli Sigar Rusady!” kata gue
“O iya itu..beda bgt kan sama adeknya, adeknya cakep bgt kakaknya enggak!” kata fandy lagi
. Anak ini memang selain seleranya “nyentrik” juga suka ngehina.

emang tanggal 9 juni ini mas Depp ulang tahun,*aih pake mas, emangnya mas-mas tukang baso*
lahirnya tahun 63 berarti berapa tahun yak? bentar bentar pinjem jari kaki dulu, oalah gak cukup..kalkulator coba…hem hem 2008-1963=45
astaga..JOHNNY DEPP SUDAH TUA!

ternyata gw juga ngefans sama aktor lawas..hehehehe

btw: iri bgt gw sama Winona Ryder, *akh* hatiku pilu liat adegan dibawah, apalagi sekarang winona lagi deket sama Keanu Reeves. Terus iri juga sama Keira Knightley, di Pirates of Caribbean dia MENCIUM 2 COWOK KEREN SEKALIGUS! yaitu Johnny Depp dan Orlando Bloom, *oh irinya aku* loh kok jadi kayak acara gosip hollywood?*pengaruh hormon sodara-sodara, maklum lagi haid* alah emang eka sih NORAK dipiara..