Head Hit the Wall

You should be on your place
And paint those wall crazy
with the glittery city lights
and splats of the meteor sparks

you should be make me smile
with your painting on the wall
cuz my heart is so small
couldn’t contain more pains
more sorrows, more hollows
only a breath near to dead on a gallow

but you’re not doing what i said
you’re moving frantically
bouncing madly holding your knife
and i’m badly wounded
drown on my own blood

now you’re sober, you said you are
no more running frantically
no more going loose
but your apology is no use
i think i’ll refuse

stupid you
you should have stayed on your place
and i should have
just passed you by

Between

i’m the gray in a black and white world

i’m the purple in a red and blue mood

i’m the twilight between day and night

and i’m the shadow between dark and light

Tinggal kita bertiga.

Selamat malam resah
Tidakkah cukup kau hanya esa saja
Beranak pinak  kau di dalam dada
Dan kini ruang yang tersisa hanya seinci
Tak cukup untukku bernafas dan bersembunyi

Darimana kah kau berasal hai resah?
Ingin kuantar kau pulang
Biar kutenun lagi jalinan yang rusak
Kusulam lagi hiasan yang koyak
Kuambilkan yang terjatuh
Yang terlupa
Yang tertinggal

Hanya saja aku mungkin tak bisa kembalikan satu

Yang terlanggar,

Dari sebuah kata
Bernama janji

I’m So Screw

Please please don’t just smile like that
Those smiles of yours like the sunshine
Brightly blinded my eye
It’s burning me
And killing me inside

Do you really want to do this to me?
My life quite complicated once before you came
and now when you entering it
it’s not getting any better
not getting anywhere
but lost

please could you just fade away
leave me till i’m sober
i shouldn’t be here or doing that
i shouldn’t feel this or say like that

Should this be an issue to you?
Or you feeling the same way too?

Please please i don’t need this shit
i’m already crashed then get hit
don’t be an addition to it!

escape

baby, this world is getting me sick

harder and harder to breathe

i’m loaded with thoughts of how things would be

but i’m not strong enough to let it be

 

baby, maybe if you can reach inside of me

i’ll be strong enough to break free

if you the only way out

i’ll escape with no doubt

a whisper on a windy night

this world wasn’t meant to be black
nor white
sometimes you stand against me
sometimes you walk beside me

we kept flippin’ on both
put our feet between the grey line
but never stand two feet on each side

and it’s true
that you and me is red and blue
how’s it suppose to be..i have no clue

but don’t you know baby,
when my red blends on your every blue
we’ll see something new

let the breeze blew
the air soothing through

just like you
yes..baby
just like you..

Marylin goes around

Black shadow on your eyes

Red cherry lips of those smiles

I want to keep staring at you

or i dont!

will i stop or keep going on?

You blackening my silver cloud

but left only stars twinkling aloud

our destinies have been set

on the night we met

Give me more than just a bit

a lot more than “this is it!”

Berkaca-kaca

di irisku kulihat irisan
sebongkah peristiwa
secarik rahasia
dikunci dengan anagram
barisan acak huruf-huruf pilu
yang kuambil dari namamu

seingatku tak ada yang berubah
dari irisan di irisku
pelangi redup dan hujan kata-kata
gelap terang bisikan hati
kadang bising kadang sunyi

di irisku kulihat irisan
remang-remang pengharapan
maskara hitam yang luntur
karena cinta yang terbentur

Mawar Berduri

hai pangeran kegelapan
tangkupkan tanganmu pada mataku
hingga kulihat dua saja
hitam dan merah
atau sesekali ungu
tersaput air mata haru-biru
yang kita sulang dalam gelas piala
untuk kesamaan getir kita

Demi semburat merah dadu di matamu
kau sumpah pada dunia
bertandang tuk bawa aku pulang
menempati kastil terpencil
di galaksi paling pinggir
di mana dewa dewi
tak berkenan mampir
tuk pertanyakan kerangka naga
yang kau jadikan pagar istana

tapi aku tak perlu
kau jadikan permaisuri
tak butuh mahkota selayaknya ratu
tak perlu permata atau gaun beludru
cukup kau jadikan selir
dapat kau panggil dapat kau usir
pun dapat kau pinta
berbuat apa saja
tapi takkan pernah bisa
kau harap jadi setia
sebab esok atau lusa
aku tak janji tuk selalu ada

Panas-Dingin

kau petik gitar
di matamu kulihat aurora
Hijau biru langit jadi temaram
Kau buat aku demam